I might be cross posting between my two blogs for a while, simply because I don’t have the brain power or energy to maintain two separate blogs at the moment. And I also don’t have the want or desire right now to create something different and entirely new. So here ya go!!
My brain dropped out.
Right out from the bottom. Or was it the top.
It’s gone. Disconnected. But only for a while.
Can’t think. Words swirl around but I can’t grab them.
Second thing to hit my brain this morning was fear.
Buckets of old fear. Revisiting. Damned that shit. I thought it was gone.
I confess my fears, accompanied by tears. Let them all flow and go.
What a fucked up process this is, rewiring my brain.
It’s terrifying to wake up and not feel like me.
To not be able to connect to my own heart.
Sometimes I’m all logical brain with sprinklings of fear and shit thoughts.
And slowly, slowly, my heart and head begin to connect up again
And speak together in new harmonious ways.
Can I eat yet?
My solar plexus area is shifting and changing.
The chakra (energy center) there isn’t fully functional…
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